I need to get back into my one on one time with the Lord. I miss him! I know that He's there for me, and I still experience His love, and grace in my life, but I haven't exactly been there for Him. For the past few days I've been doing the learning curve thing shopping for blogs, and finally settling here. I've spent way too much time on the tech issues, but in the end, it's for a good cause and it will glorify the Lord. With that out of the way, let's begin this public journey. Like I said I've spent way too much time setting this up, and it's taken away from my one on one time with the Lord. I try to get up early to do my devotionals and pray. However, I've been up all night and sleeping late. I really hate doing that. Not just because it messes with my, schedule but it could affect my PTSD. I don't want that to happen. When this post is done I'll hang up for the night, maybe say hello to some of my friends online before bed.
My prayer list is building, and will increase quickly. Most of my prayers are daily. I know that I need only pray once and then wait on the Lord. It's just that I feel that the people that I pray for are still suffering, and I feel so powerless. Yes, I know that I'm not powerless, I'm just being impatient.
I'm facing some difficult things over the past month. I'm in end stage liver failure and I've had some health issues, along with finding out that they sold the building that I live in, and we all have to move out. I'm so grateful for the help that I'm receiving. Because I'm ill I am eligible for help, and they will pay security, and moving expenses for me, as well as help my find an apartment.
Please keep me in your prayers.
God bless,
John
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